Horrible, horrible freedom

I have been left to my own devices while the family is off in Colorado. After nearly a year and a half of parenting I have no idea what to do with my time now that it is my own again. It is a strange thing. Today I went to my old haunt, Belmont Shore to have a beer and I felt terribly awkward walking about by myself. Normally I would be accompanied by either my wife, or my daughter or both but today I had but me. I felt the whole time that I should be doing something as opposed to nothing. Strange indeed...